I haven’t been doing alot of personal magick lately, more so research for my clients, help some of my students, bouncing theories here and there with others, etc, etc.
It’s not boring, but it’s also not the chaos that is magick.
I’ve been doing a lot of contemplation lately though, where my life is at and what role magick is playing into it. At one point I was thinking I should just put it back in to the shelf and work on other things, maybe even something sciency but magick always has a pull on me, and it will always drag me back to the chaos of things.
Anyways, I don’t have an answer… right now, I’m not working on the macrocosm side of magick but with the microcosm of magick – very inward, very selfish, back into that classic sorcerer model I use to work with.
I think it’s better to work still like this rather than throw it away.
I’m not sure where it will go, or how I will go there, or even if I’ll get there but I know it will always pull be down the rabbit hole, no if ends or buts.
Now to wait and see how it’s all going to play out. ;-)