Whenever I go in hiatus, I normally go on extended periods. Call it what you may but such is life. However, I do get questioned as to why I am not active; from associates, from clients, etc.
First off, I do keep a stable roster of clients – so it’s not like I don’t do magick. The focus of this blog though are normally my thoughts and experimentation with magick.
This is not a case file’ish type of blog. I would think it would be very boring for me to blog everyday as to what I’ve done, magick wise, especially if it’s routine like work (i.e: day 1. meditate, energy work, cast spell, banish…rinse and repeat for the most part)
Secondly, I get asked where are the articles I write sometimes – like my chaosy type articles or experimental field reports or my IIH commentary. Personally, I feel like the internet has plenty of resources for one who is resourceful. As well, I think spelling out things to someone takes the fun of discovery.
Third and my main point. I still believe that magick is a sacred and holy arte and one should not go into it half heatedly. Even though, I break the rules and try to push the boundaries of what is believed to be the limits of magick – it’s all for the love of magick and truth. I’m not as liberal as one assumes in regards to magick; I still hold onto old school beliefs but that doesn’t mean I don’t like to bend around or outright break them once or twice.
My style of magick is downright simple and minimalist, I don’t have a cadre of patron gods I have to appease, my guardians are content with our working arrangement, my work with IIH is a slow WIP that I chose to follow as such, I don’t work with ancestors, local genii, etc etc.
I do alot of contemplating and daydreaming, some energy work, and a divination here and there (does reading my horoscope from the newspaper count?)
My work on magick is up and down, side by side, to complement my muggle life. Right now, my muggle life is busy and I need to keep working at that to succeed. Eventually, I will go back to the other side of the tracks and put on my mad scientist goggles but for me, living this balanced lifestyle of muggle and magick work is what is all about.