As some might have read before, my practice has been lax recently…..more like it’s gone stale….or for a clear cut answer; I have nothing that I need magick to work with at the moment.
For the most part, I call myself a sorcerer and that as a sorcerer, we are more microscosmicentric (is that even a word) – trying to affect the little things in my life rather than the general outlook of things (macro side of things).
So in general, recently, my muggle life has been swell – everything is under control and going smoothly. There are some things I can work on but with those, I need to start it off muggle wise, rather than magick wise – once I get the ball rolling on that side of the fence, I can then use magick to make it prosper.
So now, what to do?
Everything is within parameters of what I expect/planned/forecasted so far. Mind you, I haven’t reached the pinnacle of magickal techniques but I’ve gone pretty far – done things I didn’t think I can do, faced off with things I didn’t think would want to see me – no fireballs yet much to my dismay.
Now, it feels like my magickal skills are just rusting, not being used and going out of shape. I still practice a minimal set of magickal workouts to keep me from not wasting away, I still do alot of healing on myself instead of using muggle medicine but that’s about it. I’m not very fond of taking clients anymore unless they really need my help but these days, I’m very picky with who I work with and for the most part, everyone just want love spells to be done for them anyways – not very fun and kinda annoying to do and not worth the hassle for the type of money you are being paid for.
What to do to force myself out of this rut?
“There’s a way of playing safe, there’s a way of using tricks and there’s the way I like to play – which is dangerously taking a chance on making mistakes in order to create something you haven’t created before”
So I’m gonna spice it up and actually try to get myself in trouble with magick, go in places where one would not normally go to, contact beings that should not be contacted with little preparations, do stuff with it that shouldn’t be done by people with these types of skills. I’m gonna to embrace my inner baddguy/dark sorcerer and do a thing or do.
Pinky: Gee, Brain, what do you want to do tonight?
Brain: The same thing we do every night, Pinky – try to take over the world!