Curses, Oh My!

Contrary to popular belief, I’ve done them and still do them to this day. I am a sorcerer after all and my nom de plume is “Mr Black”, lol.

Anyways, while my general tone seem to be happy go lucky type of fellar – I have no problems working one, especially after I’ve personally justified it to myself……Yeah, I guess I’m a sociopath like that (and you love me for it, lol)

Mind you, I’m not a total ass, I haven’t been casting curses left right and center and to every joe blow that looks at me funny. Some of it was for the sake of advancing my art and some was to teach a lesson. I think I only indulged on a curse one time due to emotional heat and I think I took the poor fellars left testicle out (literally).

The reason I’m writing about this is because these past few days, I’ve been asked about it and have had to deal with the repercussions of some of the ones that I’ve done.

This year, my siblings had a big spat among themselves and one of them crossed the line, again. That was her third time doing so and three times the charm as they say. She has attacked people I loved and respected and I wasn’t having any of that – so I threw a curse at her, to physically cause her entropy and teach her a lesson of “the universe deals with asses a certain way”.

I was the judge, jury, and executioner regarding this matter.

Obviously, I thought hard about doing this but overall, it boiled down to her needing a lesson and “curses”, boiled down to it’s essence, is just entropy – magick  that causes destruction, none of that fancy over-dramatic segments like in Shakespeare.

So fast forward a couple of months later (this month), she’s at the peak of her entropy – she developed a “sickness” that couldn’t be explained by modern science – she has been losing weight, pale and sickly. This was the point where I decide if she’d had enough, or I take it all the way and whatever the consequence was is on me.

I don’t take things lightly, especially when it comes to magick.

So I decided to take off the curse.

These days, she looks healthier and she seems to be recovering.


03.31.2013 Update

It’s SPRING!!!!!

IIH Immersion: I’m on to Step V currently and is working on polishing certain bits. The hardest part of working with IIH at the moment is that I’ve acquired/learned comparable skills from other systems/traditions. I must have the right frame of mind to be able to discern if those skills that I’ve learned already are up to par with the standards that IIH ask for and to be able to truthfully say that if they are not, take the time and learn said skill(s).

Projects: Financial Sorcery ala Cashbox is a success, I’m thinking of other projects at the moment but I want to start doing something along side IIH. TBH, it’s kinda boring just doing IIH by itself and I’m not the type of fellar to just sit around – I like to multi-task.

So potential projects are Demonology, something I’m quite familiar with even though I’ve never really sunk my teeth into it, there’s also a Seduction project/technique I am going to work with, and some micro techs I want to acquire – just for my pleasure.

Clients: Nothing new at this front so far. I think we are at the phase where I have to wait it out and see what blooms out of the spells I did for them awhile back. Unfortunately, some of them can’t keep patient – understandable but they don’t seem to understand that doing magick for others isn’t going to the grocery store and asking for cigarettes. I guess I find their expectations a bit unrealistic (lol, that’s funny coming from a sorcerer)

Misc: Geomancy has been a great addition to my skill set, need to read up on more material to it though. Lucid dreaming has kinda stopped, I’m waiting till I get to that step in IIH – I figure I must be missing something and that between the steps of IIH, I can finally figure out why and maybe show others who has been having a hard time as well. Just waiting for the cover of the TOHO ezine. Still writing but it’s a slow affair.

On a side note, I think I finally got my muse back so…..Happy Spring Y’all! :D


NAP Jupiterian Cashbox

I’ve posted on this blog my work and accounts with this item, just go check out the “experiments” tab of this blog for my previous post (because I am that lazy to have to link them for you, take that)

This is pretty much the exact account on how I created my Jupiterian Cash Box with the help of the entities from NAP, a grimoire I’ve been working with for quite some time now. I thought I’d share this with you all, for study purposes or to create your own.

I’ve had a couple of wooden boxes that I bought from the dollar store, for the purpose of doing something magickal with them. I’ve always been fascinated w/ magickal boxes so I thought this project was a perfect fit for what I was trying to do.

On the physical box, I ended up painting it blue outside and yellow inside. I marked the outside w/ the symbol & seal of Jupiter, some words of power like the names of the entities I planned to contact, money sign as well and a pentagram symbol as well for good measure.

Inside the box, on the lid part of it, I painted the symbol & seal of Mercury and the words of power associated with this symbol as well.  I also left some real money, coins, a magnet and a petition of what I want to happen inside as well.

Jupiter Cashbox (small)

PETITION:

I want to be in a financially excellent situation.
I want to be able to acquire anything I please.
I want to receive funds wherever possible.
I want to attract wealth and fortune from every avenue.
I want to be able to win any contest.

The main ritual part of this working was done through the entities of NAP, some planetary magick and the NAP Attracting and Banishing Rituals, since I thought this tech was being underused/valued and you never hear of its usage. The ritual is in 3 parts; calling in Arzel, then Mercury, then Jupiter.

Mind you, I’ve skipped certain things since I’m very familiar with this system but if you are a beginner, you might want to do everything by the book.

RITE:

I call on thee, Mighty Arzel.
Bless this endeavor to success.

Gods of Mercury, hear my plea.
Bless this box with your grace.

I then used the NAP Mercury Attracting Ritual.

Gods of Jupiter, hear my plea
Bless this box with your almighty powers.

Oh Nitika, Genius Of Wealth.
Bless this box so money shall come to me, enough and to spare.
With these words, I beseech thee;

Oh Mighty Elubatel, this humble servant beseech thee.
Bless this box so that it may bring its possessor success.
I beseech thee with these words,

Oh Powerful Labezerin, I beseech thee.
Bless this box so that it may bring good fortunes to those want it.
Hear my plea,

I then used the NAP Jupiter Attracting Ritual to close off the ritual and seal the energies,

Amen.

…..

Then, for 7 days or so, I did some supplementary charging via NAP Attracting Ritual. I also ended up leaving a permanent spot for it in my altar.

Its’ main strength, I believe, is its’ flexibility. You can have it permanently charging certain desires you want accomplished or you can have it temporarily spread prosperity by charging certain things.  I’d leave game cards, cash, petitions regarding prosperity in this box. You can leave your resume in there if you’re looking for a job (and if your box is big enough). You can take some dirt from your bank, etc. You can put a petition for your friend who needs help.

The sky is the limit with this little trinket.

Hope it brings you as much prosperity as it does to me and my family.


Planetary Offering, A Holy Book & Yoga for Busy People

As a token of good faith to the planetary energies, my HGA and etc – I decided to create a little art and use that as an offering to those that have helped me recently.

It’s been a while since I used markers as a medium for art but it did have the same type of lines I’m used to (pencils) so the transition wasn’t that bad – just had to get used to it.

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I recently acquired certain books, one of them; the HOLY BIBLE (I bought my mum one as well).

It’s on my altar as a protection token. Personally, I don’t use the bible for magick but the power behind the book is enough for me to have it, just in case.

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And last but not least, the same book stand I got the bible from – I got this “Yoga for Busy People” book; it’s a streamlined way to do yoga.

Basically, I will be adding yoga in my non-strength days or days when I can’t exercise – there is too much benefits for me to not add this in my repertoire/regime.

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IIH Immersion – Step IV Commentary

Spirit Training – Consciousness Transference:

In this exercise, the point is that a practitioner must be able to transfer their consciousness to another being/thing easily. Of course there are different levels of this practice, one of the highest is such a degree of control and power that one is able to override their target.

This is one of those kinds of steps which one can simply forget morals and ethics if they are quite gifted in this skill, Bardon warns that there is karmic repercussions for the practitioner who abuses this practice.

For the purpose of this exercise though, one can move on to the next step by achieving the minimum level – which is to be able to perceive the external environment through your target.

To me, if you’re naturally emphatic or could role play a character pretty well, if you are basically skilled at immersing yourself into something – these are good attributes that will help get through this part.

Soul Training – Elemental Initiation pt02:

In this section, Bardon explains a chakra/middle pillar type elemental exercise in which the practitioner absorbs a certain type of energy in a certain part of a body, and move on from there; from your lower body (Earth), stomach (Water), chest & throat (Air), the head (fire). Also, he reasons that once someone starts this practice – it’ll balance the practitioners elemental structure as a side effect of this technique.

Bardon explains his reasons behind the organization in a practical and logical way but personally, I’ve never really this order in other systems/traditions.

What I got out of this is do some sort of “energy” exercise everyday.

For me, do this daily for a year but move on after 6 months or when you are able to feel the effects of this tech.

Physical Training – Gesture Magick:

Here Bardon talks about the magick of gestures, he basically says that personalize your tech and keep it a secret.

What I got out of this is that create your own spells; not just through gestures but words, sounds, whatever – but keep it personalized and keep it a secret.

Start with one and make sure it works, then move on to the next, and the next one.

Recommended Training Regime:

Daily:

  • Elemental Initiation part 02 (2x)
  • Consciousness Transference (whenever you have the chance)

Weekly:

  • Meditation Upkeep
  • B&W Soul Mirrors
  • Gesture Magick Creation

Reversing Alzheimer’s

Sometimes, when people like or comment on my blog, I tend to check out their stuff and see what they are up to so when a recent fellar decided to check out my blog, I ended up checking his and there was an article about reversing Alzheimer’s Disease.

This is something that is close to my heart as my grandmother ended up getting it, which was the trigger that led to her death. My old man is starting to get symptoms of it and I assume I will also eventually start to get it as well since it seems to run in the family. Mind you, I’ve been taking care of my brain so there is a slight chance that I will power through it. My old man though is not a magus like I am thus, I will have to stealthly  help him through mundane and magickal means.

In laymens terms, Alzheimer disease is the death of neurons due to the lack of energy (glucose) supply. Unfortunately, neurons will not regrow after age 2. In the article, there are a bunch of theories mentioned but I only want to concentrate on the things that can help fix or information that I can use.

So…..

Diet: Start consuming more coconut oil, vinegar/beer. Stop eating sugars, rice, potatoes and grain products. Start avoiding a diet high in both complex and simple carbohydrates.

Magick: It has been suggested that the disease is due to brain inflammation. Fortunately, this is something I’m constantly used to dealing with as I am constantly healing myself from inflammation of sorts. Eventually, I am hoping to be able to get very good at this to be able to help.

As well, I’ve been tinkering w/ my brain through magick for a bit (sounds dangerous, yes it is but what’s a little danger in magick yeah?) and while I don’t have anything conclusive to come out of it – at least I am familiar with the subject at hand and eventually, maybe I can do something about those dead neurons.

This is not a pressing matter but I am hoping to get skilled enough at it so eventually, when the time comes that I need to deal with it, I am armed with the skills and knowledge to be able to do something about it. Below is the link for the full article to those who are interested in this matter.

http://newhealthparadigms.wordpress.com/2013/03/04/reversing-alzheimers/


Equinox aka Springtime of Youth

I’m not a particular follower of many traditions, Catholic ones or Pagan ones, I just have certain days where I feel like celebrating or I need/want to follow certain protocols; New Years, Birthdays, when new seasons for my shows start up again (lol), certain religious holidays where I spend time w/ the fam, and SPRING!

Spring is when it starts to get warmer, when I play tennis or basketball, when I go out more often and stay out more often, when I have more fun, more active, more social.

I think this stems from the dual season of the Philippines (wet or hot) that even though there are technically 4 seasons in Canada, I only really think of two; winter (=dread) and spring (which includes summer and fall = happy). It’s hard wired to my brain.

Unfortunately, old man winter is still fighting hard this time around. Trying to make up last year where I think (*rolls eyes*) I single handedly, magickally, stopped winter coming to Toronto (your welcome, BTW).

Anyways, counting the days where I am out and about again.


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